Dear mom, No words can describe what I'm feeling now your gone. I keep seeing your cute smiling face, keep hearing your cheeky wit and i will always remember your unbelievable kindness. None of your kids went without!. You weren't just a parent to me mom but my best friend, my rock!! I find it so difficult to talk about you now your gone mom, I mention your name and It feels like someone is tearing my heart out, Not through lack of love but because I never wanted just memories of you mom, I only ever wanted the real thing! you and only you!!! You are so loved and badly missed, it's unbearable! I know you’re no longer in pain mom and for that I am grateful; I still find it hard that after all your hard work to fight your illness you were still taken from us. For me that is a really hard thing to accept. I know you are watching down on us all in spirit, you will see you were the key that held our family together, without you the family doesn't feel quite the same and I don't think it ever will be. Please give me an ounce of your strength to keep me going mom. I can't believe I only have your photographs to talk to instead of you. but this is how it is and I have no choice but to keep going. I love you with all my heart mom and I always will. p.s, Caitlin talks about you all the time she thinks you’re with Santa in the sky and will be helping deliver all the Christmas presents. I love you. Your daughter Zo x
zoe174
10th December 2008